Monday, May 10, 2010

...and the countdown begins...

well, it's 2 days til my surgery. i'll get the call on tuesday to let me know what time i'll need to be at the hospital on wednesday -- probably at the butt-crack of dawn. i've had all of my testing done, so now there's nothing to do but wait. and unlike childbirth, there's no joy at the end of this tunnel. and i don't have to have a bag packed *smile*. but i am hoping that my new bag from my sister gets here in time. she did kinda promise that i'd have it in time to take to the hospital with me *smile*.

once i met her, i googled my surgeon. she looks like she's 12, but she's done extensive research in thyroidectomies, so i feel a little better. and she's Black, so that's kinda cool. she's canadian, though (i think), so i didn't want to say african-american *smile*. she was really straight-forward in the consultation, and that really put me at ease. she didn't sugar-coat anything, but wasn't brusque and unfeeling either. and apparently they do a lot of these.

i also went to the voice center and had my throat scoped to take a look at my vocal cords. that was really nifty! it was awesome to see my cords working, although i could have gone without having something shoved up my nose and down my throat *smile*. but now i know how everything works, and i'm hoping it'll all work the same way after the surgery.

there's only a 1% chance that they'll nick either of the nerves that control my singing during the surgery, but there's a greater chance of jacking things up with the breathing tube, so i have to be firm with the anesthesia team about what i want, and hope that they do what's best for me instead of what's easiest for them. i can't go on disability if they mess anything up and i can't sing! *smile*

and i'm really excited cuz my mom will be here today! it's always a good time when nana's here. the kids are over the moon that nana's coming. they just don't know why. but i feel so much better knowing that she'll be here with them while chris and i are at the hospital. especially since it'll likely be all day, and not just a couple of hours. plus, what sitter would show up at your house at 5am and stay until 6 or 7 pm? you'd hafta pay an arm and a leg! :)

4 comments:

  1. Hey, we're all praying for you - have the whole church on it. And if your wonderful sister says you'll have something before your surgery, that's a promise you can take to the bank! Nana is not the only planned arrival for today! Love you!

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  2. You will be fine! Keep a positive attitude. It works wonders!

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  3. I'll be thinking of you, Kym! I hope everything goes well. I haven't had thyroid surgery but I have had to be on Synthroid for years and years so I am familiar with thyroid woes. I'm praying for a wonderful outcome and a quick recovery for you!!
    ~Tanya

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  4. hey lady - make sure you get what you want from the anesthesiologist and talk to anyone who will be involved (the doc any residents, etc). i often think things might have gone differently for me if i had been less frightened and more empowered! thinking of you!!!!

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