hmmm...

so i really only did this so that i could post on M&M's blogs, but now i find myself wanting to post myself.  odd.  it's like having sex in public but being horrified that people are going to see you .  if you don't want people to see you, don't put it out there. *smile*

of course, since i tend to do a lot of things in the middle of the night, and am sleep deprived since i have 2 small kids, i can't remember my password to get back in here, and it seems to be connected to an account that i don't remember creating *smile*.  oops *smile*.

will anyone actually read this?  i dunno.  my therapist says that i should write things down, though, becuz it's a good way to figure out what i'm doing and where i'm going.  it's almost as if writing it down makes it more real.  who knows *smile*.