wow

i can't believe i'm almost 37. that seems so old. i feel like i should be mature and stuff, but i'm totally not. 37 seems so matronly. i know it's just a number, but it's such a big number. i still feel like i'm in my 20's, but obviously i'm not. and when i think about how old my kids could be if i'd had them when some of my friends did, it just boggles my mind. i don't know what i'd do with kids in high school. i'm just starting to worry about pre-school *smile*